Even on my weakest days, I get a little bit stronger....

Woke up late today and I still feel the sting of the pain
But I brushed my teeth anyway
I got dressed through the mess and put a smile on my face
I got a little bit stronger

Riding in the car to work and I'm trying to ignore the hurt
So I turned on the radio, stupid song made me think of you
I listened to it for minute but I changed it
I'm getting a little bit stronger, just a little bit stronger

And I'm done hoping that we could work it out
I'm done with how it feels, spinning my wheels
Letting you drag my heart around
And, oh, I'm done thinking that you could ever change

I know my heart will never be the same
But I'm telling myself I'll be okay
Even on my weakest days
I get a little bit stronger

Doesn't happen overnight but you turn around
And a month's gone by and you realize you haven't cried
I'm not giving you a hour or a second or another minute longer
I'm busy getting stronger

And I'm done hoping that we can work it out
I'm done with how it feels, spinning my wheels
Letting you drag my heart around
And, oh, I'm done thinking, that you could ever change

I know my heart will never be the same
But I'm telling myself I'll be okay
Even on my weakest days, I get a little bit stronger
I get a little bit stronger

Getting along without you, baby
I'm better off without you, baby
How does it feel without me, baby?
I'm getting stronger without you, baby

And I'm done hoping we could work it out
I'm done with how it feels, spinning my wheels
Letting you drag my heart around
And, oh, I'm done thinking that you could ever change

I know my heart will never be the same
But I'm telling myself I'll be okay
Even on my weakest days
I get a little bit stronger

I get a little bit stronger
Just a little bit stronger
A little bit, a little bit, a little bit stronger
I get a little bit stronger

A Little Bit Stronger by Sara Evans

I think about him everyday. No matter where I am he seems to cross my mind. It doesn't hurt to remember him anymore. I just smile and remember how happy we were togather. I'm done wishing things would have worked out or turned out differently. I'm done regretting what was done and what was said. I hope he is happy. I hope he finds that perfect girl that I just couldn't be for him. I miss him so much but I can't stop my life just because he walked away.

I can wake up now and not feel like a ton of bricks are weighing me down. I can dance around in my pajamas without regretting that I can be happy without him. I might not be as happy as I was with you baby but I can still smile through the tears. I can look at our pictures and laugh at our silliness. I can walk into my room and be happy with the piece of you that still lingers in my heart. I love you baby. I hope someday you'll think of me and forgive me for my mistakes and just remember how happy we were.

Hey, Matthew, you know who you are. I won't ever give up on you. I love my friends and will always be there for them. I'm sorry you think life is so horrible and not worth living but I know your stronger than that. I know you can make it.

<3 Yours Truely, Pretty Girl <3